Random Rantings

Okay so last week I let the cat out of the bag with my coworkers. I wanted to wait until I knew it was going to last. Now everyone comes up to me calling me mom mommy mommy to be etc.. I know it's in fun and cute and all but, I'm getting really really annoyed. My name is Gina.. I think I may just be hormonal but that mixed with the fact that this morning Ryan making the comment that I'm not excited or rather embarrassed about being pregnant.. When the fact of the matter is I am TOTALLY Uncomfortable being the center of attention plus all of the changes that going one within me physically. I'm not ashamed or embarrassed I don't like the fuss. I don't know how to deal with that.. So, that's what's going on.. I need to learn to be comfortable in my own skin.. Yeah, I know.. shouldn't you have done that before getting pregnant.. Yeah but considering my environmental/genetic makeup.. I'm 27 and realizing that's a lot better than some.. Migraines have been coming a lot more often with the pregnancy I used to get about 1 a month now it's like 2-4 a month and I can't take anything other than tylenol. So prayers.. We're heading to Alabama on Wed.. I'm excited to see Mom, Robynne and Trae.. I'm so not excited to experience drama.. I pray God's Peace upon our time down there. Meg is currently taking a class on spiritual warfare. I would so love a class like that.. We haven't really hung out/talked with a whole lot of people lately. We've been in the bubble. Ryan is quite content with that. I am becoming accustomed to it. So I don't know what to think.. All of the tornadoes brought sorrow to our roof so he decided to start leaking we're waiting for an estimate.. Christmas may not be great for everyone else this year.. Better actually get some work accomplished.

gina

God's Got My Back

On Nov 4th we found out we're having a Boy!! I'm definitely praising God for that one.. We've been traveling non stop on the weekends so, I haven't been to NLC for ages. I always intend to go on WED nights but I'll fall asleep or start cooking.. My small group has moved to Fridays.. I knew that would be an issue especially since the holiday season is upon us. Once the little one comes, it won't be a problem. Until then I guess I'll make it when I can. I started my Biblical Ethics class at OCU. I realized I don't know as much of the Word as I should. I'm trying to read more of what I hardly ever read the Old Testament as well I'm really trying to study the Gospels.. I'd like to find a class or something to really study the word.
Ryan is so excited about the pregnancy and the baby.. He truly is amazing. I think he's got me way beat in the excited department.. I'll admit it I am scared. I know once everything happens i'll be okay but for now I'm scared. He thinks I'll be put on bedrest and unfortunately I think he's right. I can't shop or be on feet like I used to. Which is really an incovienance.. We spent the weekend in Louisville, I went down to my brothers on Saturday. I got to spend time with my sister in law and new niece as well as my nephews. It was a lot of fun. Ryan's college buddies we're a good time.. It's interesting to see how people change over the years. We have now known these guys/gals for 10 years. Amazing. Well I should get back to work.