Okay so last week I let the cat out of the bag with my coworkers. I wanted to wait until I knew it was going to last. Now everyone comes up to me calling me mom mommy mommy to be etc.. I know it's in fun and cute and all but, I'm getting really really annoyed. My name is Gina.. I think I may just be hormonal but that mixed with the fact that this morning Ryan making the comment that I'm not excited or rather embarrassed about being pregnant.. When the fact of the matter is I am TOTALLY Uncomfortable being the center of attention plus all of the changes that going one within me physically. I'm not ashamed or embarrassed I don't like the fuss. I don't know how to deal with that.. So, that's what's going on.. I need to learn to be comfortable in my own skin.. Yeah, I know.. shouldn't you have done that before getting pregnant.. Yeah but considering my environmental/genetic makeup.. I'm 27 and realizing that's a lot better than some.. Migraines have been coming a lot more often with the pregnancy I used to get about 1 a month now it's like 2-4 a month and I can't take anything other than tylenol. So prayers.. We're heading to Alabama on Wed.. I'm excited to see Mom, Robynne and Trae.. I'm so not excited to experience drama.. I pray God's Peace upon our time down there. Meg is currently taking a class on spiritual warfare. I would so love a class like that.. We haven't really hung out/talked with a whole lot of people lately. We've been in the bubble. Ryan is quite content with that. I am becoming accustomed to it. So I don't know what to think.. All of the tornadoes brought sorrow to our roof so he decided to start leaking we're waiting for an estimate.. Christmas may not be great for everyone else this year.. Better actually get some work accomplished.
gina
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