5.05.2006

When it rains it pours...


SO I was admitted into the hospital at 1:30am on Thursday May 4th and Released in the afternoon.. They were watching me for Bleeding.. My DR screwed up.. But, I trust her judgment and I am a complicated case.. She's put me on loads of hormones and the bleeding has lessened substantially. I started back on the Coumadin.. We'll see if it starts up again.. I'm tired.. Tired of Hospitals, Tired of Female issues.. In Christ I will find rest.. My Heart knows this, I'm just trying to get my Head to go along..

Hormones rage and I worry about inconveinancing my inlaws, Peg has stayed since Tuesday.. Her health is lacking and yet she's been here.. My family on the other hand.. They have called but haven't visited since I left the hospital.. I got really frustrated today because my dad called and mentioned their was a car show in newburgh and that if he felt up to it he might come down.. Asking if it was close to the antique shops.. SO my step mom could visit those. When I told him that it wasn't.. He pretty much changed his mind.. It's like they take time for car shows or concerts or classes and yet when it comes to family.. I shouldn't be surprised they haven't been active in my siblings offspring unless they had something to do in the area.. I mean we've lived in this house for 2 years and they've visited maybe 5-10 times.. IT's so frustrating.. Oh well, it's the only earthly family I've got..

My church has been amazing a friend from my small group set up for meals to be delivered twice a week through the middle of may... I am amazed at how much this helps.. They really are an amazing group of people and I'm thankful God has blessed me in allowing me to know them.. Well, Ryan actually wants to watch a movie.. So

Peace & Light
G..

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