It's been a Month..

SO, I've been a mom for a month now.. TIME is so fleeting.. I live my life in 3 hour segments and yet It's already FRIDAY?? I have come to realize that I will never be a morning person.. I'm okay with the the getting up in the middle of the night feedings but the 6-7am feeding.. I pray Ryan will do the right thing and feed and change him.. This morning he did warm up the bottle and bring Cole to me.. I don't know that that's what I wanted but hey.. That's better than nothing right.. My small group has been amazing especially Rachel she set it up for my church to bring us meals. At first, I was like I don't really want the people to go out of there way.. Now I realize what a blessing it has been.. We have plenty of food..

Cole is now slightly smiling and I'm able to hold his attention more though his facial expressions sometimes give me a glimpse into the future. As a 13 year old boy rolls his eyes the moment his mom opens her mouth.. I'm not looking forward to this.. He adores music.. WHICH Makes me excited. He favors his Left hand.. Which makes me even more excited. He's going to be a football player and a creative genius.. WOOT.. Okay so I may be dreaming a bit there but one can hope right.. I just hope BJ is up for guitar lessons in a few years.. How young is too young for learing the guitar? He does prefer classical to Sufjan or Eastmountainsouth.. But hey, he's a month old..

My kindred spirit has let me know that she will be staying with us for the summer, I'm excited that she's going to be coming to terms with her family and spending time with her Godson.. Plus, it'll be good bonding time..

Ryan has been busy at work.. He's got a lot on his plate so, I'm trying to give him downtime and not resent him for it.. I now understand the life of a housewife who is unable to drive.. I'm excited to be able to DRIVE and Do more chores and bend over to pick up all the things that I drop... and lift more than a gallon of milk.. 2 weeks.. WOOT.. Oh well I should go wash bottles..

Peace and Light
Gina

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